I miss u every second...

I never stop missing you although i know u have made urself missing from my world...i know im a disturbance for u, nothing more, but, i still miss u cos my hearts still beating...bei, u kow ma?I may go to ur state at this august, i really wish that to tell u n c how u wil react, hope is the way i wan, but....i guess is oly hatred n disturb i will create...lets c how fate arrange n if we will meet even i everytime go to find u...ya, is me every time go find u, creating disturbance to ur normal life,...im the one who make all goes wrong...