world friendship day

Today is world frienship day, i thought i can use the chance to contact my long lost fren, i even ask my other fren what should i do? Should i take the risk even though she ady say im so disturbing? Finally, i drop off the idea, due to i try to find back what wrong between us bcm like tat?

Lastly, what i saw back from our chatting history is just quarrel and im talking to myself...u nvr show n talk bout what u really feel, just accuse me being pervert andowis cling on u like glue o wat...just my tears falling uncontrollable, to thought i forget how it hurt by the person i care most in the world..so heartbroken, n i know thats what u can give me start from 23.april.2012, 3.23pm...

。。。想念你怀里的气味温度。。。

我。。。真的很想你，我知道你过的很正常，很好。。是我还想你而已，你可能不会在乎我怎样了吧。。。我发生了很多事，很想念你抱着我，我卷进你怀里哭着说心事，你抱紧紧我，知道我不说你都会明白因为我们的心那时是那么相连贴近对方。。我多么渴望再次在你怀里哭泣。放任，任性的哭。。
我从来没说过因为我以为你会懂，知道吗，你是我在这世界上唯一的安慰。。从爱你那天，从不改变只有越来越多的思念。。。想念你怀里的我熟熄的气味和温度。。。

I lost my job today..

I.... Lost my job today..very frustated n wish to tell u, last time i argue wit boss i also wish to call u, bt i know i will onli disturb u n u have warn me nvr to disturb u...
How  vulnerable i feel, i very alone n the last stronger in my bone have been used up without u beside me...i really tired of living..