I miss u every second...

I never stop missing you although i know u have made urself missing from my world...i know im a disturbance for u, nothing more, but, i still miss u cos my hearts still beating...bei, u kow ma?I may go to ur state at this august, i really wish that to tell u n c how u wil react, hope is the way i wan, but....i guess is oly hatred n disturb i will create...lets c how fate arrange n if we will meet even i everytime go to find u...ya, is me every time go find u, creating disturbance to ur normal life,...im the one who make all goes wrong...

Do you remember?

Today is the world kiss day, do you remember how we start our kissing the first time? Maybe ur new lover hav give u new memories, bt....i still remember every feel n heartbeat u give me, as long as my heart is breathing...just, in my own memories, i just know it by my own...how i miss it, every time ur kiss, ur breathe n your smell....my heartbeat pounding everytime u near me , just i nvr say it out to anyone, cos i thought u will know...haha...who knows actually?

因为压抑着想你的心，所以忍不住，泪流满面，想你想到忘了自己。

When im a little bit faint and drunk after alcohol effects, i just hope i can once more cry in your lap and u are there to give me manja and hug me, kiss me, but wat i hav now is the tears that never ending flowing from my tired eyes, i wish u were here n wish u to hear ur voice, say u love me too when i say how much i love u, n miss me too when i say i miss u so much.....i miss the smeel of ur hair, ur body, ur shirts and even your breath, but i just feel the empty air beside me....i miss u so much that sometime i cant breath......